#WORDLESS MARYAM MARDHIAH

TAKEN AT 7 AM+++

time ni nak antar umi gi sekola....lepastu terus g bangi nak bank in yuran uia.bank muamalat.tu pasal terpaksa pegi bangi.sepang yg 'canggih' ni mane la ade bank muamalat kan.haahaha.

mase dalam perjalanan,hujan pon start,lebat selebat2 nya....dengan aku pandu sorg2,menambah ketakutan.tapi lepas tu tak takut sebab aku pegi menyanyi memekak dalam kereta sorg2.takpe,org tak perasan...kabur kan....hahaha.tapi serius wo,i hate memandu dalam hujan lebat cenggini.dengan penglihatan aku yg kabur,dtambah dengan cermin kereta yg kabur,aku hanya melihat melalui instinct.huhahahaha.

fine.lepas da sampai ukm,tempat muamalat tu terletak,so aku turun la...mule2 tak pelik...lame2 pelik.walaweh,mane hilangnyer muamalat??aku serius pasti aku pegi kat sini dulu.doh.rupenyer dah pindah tempat lain.

make berpandukan peta geografi aku yg sangat D- ini,aku pon.hmmm...carikla muamalat tu.mengikut kate pakgad,die ade kat belakang pkns bangi...so,aku pon carikla...carik punye carik,duh,terlajak masuk tempat lain...ingatkan boleh u turn,so,aku terus je la...dgn harapan ade traffic light yg ade u turn.sekali takde...4-5 kali lalu traffic light,satu pon takdak!!! last2 aku berakhir dengan masuk highway.aku da gelabah da....dengan instinct survivor,aku pon carila papan tanda ke klia,satunya2 jalan balik ke rumah yg aku tau....jalan punye jalan,EEH,ade simpang ke bangi la...mase tu la aku punye dilema,nak balek ke nak patah balek ke bangi tu,so,aku ikut kate hati.aku pon patah balik ke bangi.dengan harapan bernasib baik dpt jumpe bank muamalat.

jalan punye jalan ,jumpe bulatan...adui dilema lagi....2 kali aku pusing bulatan tu...aku cube nak cam jalan mane yg mcm bapak aku selalu lalu...almaklumla,selame menjadi penumpang,kerje aku berangan je kat kereta,memang aku tgk jalan...tapi ....aku berangan.hahaha.

jadi aku ikut jela instinct sekali lagi.hahaha.sekali,alhamdulillah...betul...fiuh.mate aku da sejuta kali tengok meter minyak...aduh,sakit mate melihat meter minyak yg cepat sangat turun.

last2.dipendekkan citer sebab aku rase aku ni banyak membebel sgt,aku pon terjumpe la muamalat tu...alhamdulillah...so,balek la...tibe2 da sampai sepang,aku baru teringat aku terlupe nak cek account number muamalat aku!!!!

rase nak kemalangan kan diri sendiri je mase tu.huh.

THIS IS WORDLESS DAY,MARYAM MARDHIAH STYLE.HAHAHA.

NANNY 911 : BELAJAR CARE AJAR ANAK.

ini review pasal nanny 911,my feveret show all the time.well,basically i watch nanny 911 because there are cute kids in there,(same like sesame street,believe it or not,i watch only elmo segment cause elmo segment has cute baby.i like!hahaha.)

but then,when i watch this nanny 911 show again and again,i just fall in love with this show.why?because...i am so interested in learning way to interact with kids.not just normal kid.IT IS NAUGHTY KID.the hot headed kid.

well,i have several cousin who really2 naughty,they always belasah me if aku tegur perbuatan mereka yg tak baek.really2 naughty...and so much more naughty thing they do....sometimes i think they are bad kids....but..after dealing with them....friends with them...i realise finally..kids,are just kids...pure kid....remember my story about my naughty cousin?

and this show has taught me a lot.yeah,a lot....about,how to deal with really DEGIL kids.....wat to do if they are so GANAS,MENCARUT,and many things....

and of cos....i'm not watching this alone,my family love this show too(well,we start fall in love with this show when we went trip to cameron,watching tv on that night.),rather than watching crite melayu yg ntah pape(Sori,i still cannot find new thing to learn in malay stories.)...i noe,this show is english show,but knowledge can gain anywhere....right?

hihi.im just saying.not all true.okeh?

a little ear breakfast

Decision time my dear,
Give up now
Or make it clear
ooooo its either do or die.
A thousand million eyes
and the sharpest mouths
To critisize
oooo its not an easy life

Maria
Ave Maria
Stand up and march into the light
Maria
Ave Maria
Jump( higher) untill you can fly

The mirror not in vain
Look into it
and be amazed
ooooh you're beautiful and bright.

THE NERD OF ME.

ok.i got confuse.so confuse.

sejak akhir2 ni,aku rasekan diri aku lebih terarah kepada menengok drama atau movie bersifat keibubapaan dan kekanakan.tak kire movie ape,asalkan ade budak2 kat situ,aku akan tgk.atau,movie pasal husband and wife,which of course,cerite pasal how they survived with their marriage.

ok.don get me wrong.i also like love drama-jiwang2 drama...but,i think i watch that kind of drama like just,20 percent....the other 80 percent, i will watch all type of boring shows people would think...like example..documentary...parenting shows...marriage show,cooking show,oprah winfrey-alike shows...and etc.

sometimes i think im TOO WEIRD.

i am a freak and im okay

freak or you can call dork.

usually a dork mean : Someone who has odd interests, and is often silly at times. A dork is also someone who can be themselves and not care what anyone thinks.

source,urban dictionary

I AM A DORK AND IM OKAY.JUST BE THE WAY YOU ARE,AND JUST FOLLOW WHAT YOURSELF LIKES.IF OTHER PEOPLE CONDEMS THAT YOU ARE A DORK,WELL,THAT JUST MEAN THAT THEY ARE MORE LOSER,CAUSE THEY DON HAVE UNIQUE IDENTITY.

feel so afraid

bulan demi bulan,hari demi hari....

tarikh masuk gombak makin hampir..

dan ini bermakna,tarikh misi ku untuk __ juga makin hampir...

aku sangat takut..

terlalu takut...

kadang2 aku rase tak nak masuk gombak lagi disebabkan aku makin jauh dari misi aku...

dan..

ini semua salah aku..

bagi harapan palsu kat kawan2 terapat..

aku terlalu beria2..

entahla..

bagaimana tanggapan mereka nanti ?

jika aku bukanla seperti yg mereka harapkan?

serius,mereka mesti kecewa...

aku sangat takut...

sebulan lebih lagi ni..

bolehkah aku mencapai misi aku?

seriusly....i don noe wat to do...

i really2 want to achieve it before entering gombak..

i realllly reallly want to...

help me Ya Allah...only you can help me become strong,to fight all the desires,strong desires that will make this mission faill...help me to achieve this mission Ya Allah....

atok,kembalilah sihat.

lately....atok mcm seperti mau kembali ke penyakit jantungnya...

bukan ape...aku tgk,atok mcm makin tak bermaya...

badan selalu masuk angin...

kadang2 sakit dada...

rase sebak sangat...

tambah sebak...

bile atok ckp kat adek aku..."Ca,kalau atok da takde esok....ca duduk kat bilik atok..."

kenapa atok cakap camtu?

aku tahan je nangis mase tu...

aku syg sgt kat atok...

ye,aku mungkin bukan cucu yang bermanje dengan atoknyer...

tapi...aku just tak pandai nak bermanje..

tak pandai nak nyatakan sayang..

malu agaknyer...

mase aku kecik dulu,kalau aku kene buli dgn due adek laki aku dgn abang aku...

atok selalu je backup aku...

kalau aku nangis...

nanti die bawak aku pegi kedai

beli gula2...beli jajan...

umi kate,atok dulu selalu manjakan aku...

tu yg aku jadi makin sebak...

ya Allah...panjangkanlah umur atokku....

elmo suke emo.

wip pa da doo doo wip pa.

huh.

i tink i talk too much today...haha..this is because i have something call - good mood!

hahaha.

well,kalau korg tgk aku tak update blog langsung utk hari itu,maknenyer aku sangat takdak mood.bukan emo....bukan bukan...it just,takdek mood.kosong.

mcmlah blog aku ni dibace.sometime,aku rase mcm sedih sebab zaman berblogging kawan2 rapatku dah hilang...dulu,korg aktif blog...skang..sedih je...korg tak update pon..tau tak aku bukak balek blog ni sebab korg??faida,lina,yana,ain,rozi,zati,zati lagi.....firda...sumer muke2 yg dah takde mood nak berblog lagi...aku rindu nak bace blog korg...dahla da lame tak jumpe kan..korg tak update blog langsung...lagila...aku rase mcm kehilangan kog..iyela,at least kalau korg tulis something,aku bole bygkn korg kat dpn mate aku ckp dgn aku..hmmm

HAHAHAHA.

emo sekejap.ok kembali kepada tajuk berita tengahari ni.

rupenyer aku hampir tak dpt bezakan adi putra dgn erry putra.hahaha.bentuk muke dgn badan diorg lebih kurg same...lebeh hensem sikit dri aaron la kot.hahaha(ok,aku mengaku aaron is not my taste.haha)tapi yg penting aku suke kalau criter tu ade diorg..

itu je.

Jepun baik,Malaysia lagi baik.

i don know why i say this....but to be thruth...kadang2 sakit hati org asyek kutuk malaysian ni pentingkan diri..bandingkan dgn jepun..sume berdisiplin...

well not all like that oke.mase tsunami tu,aku ade bace artikel org yg experience bende tu,die kate mase air tsunami naik ke bangunan,sume orang berpusu2 naik tangga..tolak menolak tetap berlaku....even org tua pon kene..i mean like,uh,not so heroic.

so,tak semuanya baik dan tak semuanya jahat.

conclusion,people are all the same.

u know wat the sweetest thing about malaysian?they love to share...they love to donate....they love durian,they love nasi lemak roti canai nasi ayam hainan...and much more that we still not discover yet...because we keep seek the bad side,not the good side...

so malaysian,love the way you all,malaysian are....throw the racist thingy,cause the race word i know is,THE RACE CAR.

im saying this sebab,aku tgk org mlayu ni ramai gile yg racist...malu aku tau..so lepas ni jangan malukan aku lagi okeh?hahaha...cubela bace hikayat2 lame...mcmane tanah melayu dulu boleh maju...sebab,diorg sumer tak racist.paham tak?paham tak?hahaha.i don think korg ni fancy cerite2 hikayat...sebab aku rase aku sorg je suke bace crite2 ketinggalan zaman mcm tu.haha

heehee.

CAPSY LOCKY

DUH.baru aku tau kalau kite tulis dalam CAPSLOCK org anggap tu rude...seriusly,aku baru tau...selama ni aku memang takde pendirian pon..kdg2 capslock,kadang2 tak...sebab aku selalu tertekan butang tu kan....

tapi kan,in certain ,aku suke gile gune capslock...cause,aku nak tekankan bende tu betul2...iyela,kadang2 tulisan kecik ni org tak bagi perhatian..so bile tetibe ade tulisan besar baru org akan amek perhatian.

haaha.mcm da takde keje aku citer pasal capslock kat sini.padan muke,sape suruh follow aku.HAHAHAHA.